over you + al-hafiz

im getting over her..hope in dis greatful month allah will help me to go through dis obstcles...
thank god if allah does help me...k disini saya muhammad afiq bin shamsudin mengisytiharkn esk saya akan tukar num for real...esk plan ngn joel nk g 2cen fizik sama2 then after klass fizik g summit beli d new num..sbb julian kata num kat sana suma lawa2...k dgn ini juga sy muhammad afiq ingin bernazar kalo dapat la lupakn dat girl im going to botak+be closer to god...
ari ni g terawih n terawih jalan seperti biasa...then tazkirah ustaz farhan dtg n ustaz farhan ni sebenarnya kali kedua dtg surau baiturahman...first tyme dye cita mcm mana prjlnn dye drpd org kristian dye msk islam..n skang ni dye da mskkn lebey kurang 4000 org kristian jd islam...terer gila...then after dat dye ckp psl buku dye..dye kata kalo ada ank laki kalo boleyh jd kanlah al-hafiz..after dye ckp mcm tu dye ckp apa kbaikkan org yg anak dye tahfiz ni sume haty ni trbuka nk jd seorg al-hafiz..to me i want to get closer to allah..to noe bout islam deeper...xsemestinya jd al-hafiz ni kna jd imam je..boleyh keje mcm org biasa gak...to babah n mama haty anakmu ni da terbuka nk g sekolah tahfiz kalo my spm results teruk anakmu ni nak blaja psl agama islam n nk jd tahfiz sbb i noe dat is wat babah nak n mama nak..n i want it also...harap2 afiq akn dpt keputusan yg cemerlang utk spm n dpt jd seorg al-hafiz...amin..